00:13, 18th Aug
Dil Chahata Hai.. is on repeat.
I listen to lyrics and I wish every bit of it could be true.
Back when I was at School, I didnt know what it meant to be a brother. I used to fight, tease, try to find my brothers secret and do what not. And now here I am missing my family, a feeling never this strong before.
Things changed very fast after I was in college. It started with phone calls. Sometimes it would be for advices or sometimes for absolutely nothing. Just the talk. And these four years completely changed the way I was.
Shrey is leaving to Canada for his higher studies. Few days back, while I was talking to him he quoted something in a lighter sense. "Bhiya, this just might be the last chat that we are having while I am in India." For that instant I didnt not realize how big that was.
Its been 4 years that I havent met my eldest bro. Spent very less time with my cousins. All these start running my mind and then suddenly I have this feeling "Am I gonna see him soon again?"
I am not sure about that, but I am sure about one thing, the nightouts we put together, the game of cards which we never play fair, the conference calls, the gtalk chats, the summer '09 and ya the Mayura Junction galli :P all these have more to cherish than to miss each other. It might just be very little time, but that has loads of memories.
Love u!
Mayura Junction Galli :P
ReplyDeleteFelt really good after I read this. We're gonna meet Bro. I am sure about it. What I am wondering about is all this time we were in Vizianagaram before college, where the hell was I? Only when I left the godforsaken place (:P) did I get close to you all. The memories are all that I have for the next few really tough years. Best of luck. You've got more potential than you know. Keep in touch.
Brilliant!! I never knew you could write so well. Touched with what you've written. Feelings very well put in words.
ReplyDelete@bro.. nice to get the first comment from u :)
ReplyDeleteand yeah we will meet for sure. Mayura junction Galli jate na :)
@ Abhi.. thanks man.
short and cute. Very nicely put. Dude, I experience the same kinda feelings now. Bro joined @ BITS Hyd. Feels all alone. No friends here.
ReplyDeleteKeep blogging |i| darling.
@ Jic.. thank you.
ReplyDeleteTouching!! sometimes we dont realize whats missing until it completely walks out. But the best part about relations with siblings is that we do get a chance.we can never go back in time...but these moments are so valuable.I m sure ...now you defntly know how much you love your bro' !! keep n blogging!!
ReplyDelete@ Rashmi.. I totally agree with u. I so miss him, and yeah I made a point to call him atleast once in a week.
ReplyDeletemodi! is it really u, got so sentimental? I really wish ur "Dream nite" with ur brothers come true... wish Pune is at a walking distance to Udaipur. btw, Welcome to blogging :)
ReplyDelete@ Peep... i still will have to travel till udaipur! its 117 Kms from here. :P
ReplyDeleteand yeah thats me. Surprised?? :)
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ReplyDeleteAwesome dude...Heavy emotions....and coming from you???woow...coz I always picture you as this guy with a cool bindaas attitude...thats the Modi I know...
ReplyDeleteI can relate myself to most of the thoughts you wrote here...Life's gonna hand you all kinds of stuff...dont'cha ponder much...just ROCK it...as always!!!!
p.s: is that you in the picture with your brother Shrey???He's so tiny and you look like a giant...hahahahaha....roadside chai in India...Heavenly!!!!
aila... inta senti aipoyava... :(
ReplyDeletewell put ... keep blogging. me = follower.
as much as i like this post, i cant ignore the fact that i want my brother to get the fuck away from here :P cant wait to pack him off.
ReplyDeletesweet post nevertheless.. Keep blogging (Y)
i love this post... please keep updating the blog
ReplyDelete:xoxo